Petals of Hopes

I returned to the village and my home. I am 26. I am anxious, not sure why. Last night, I found a great video about how stress can affect our whole lives and make them uncomfortable. Our thought is that a controller So I think, i must fake my happiness though, So it will make my body programmed become happy . Fake it till we make it. This morning was sunny, calm and beautiful. As always, I took a bunch of pictures to put here. I was so blessed to  have our house surrounded by nature. Our little garden sometimes relieves our tired soul. My parents, who always look after them, I thank them so much. I am still learning how to be a good gardener.

A Collection of the Prophet's Advices for Women I think studying Fiqh is very important for a woman because studying Fiqh can provide a solution to the problems that are being faced. Learning Fiqh can also make a woman know her rights and obligations as a woman on this earth. Learning Fiqh also makes a woman know what she should do and what she should not do. So I think the purpose of studying Fiqh for a woman is to become a pious woman. Women become so easy to live their own lives. When studying Fiqh women gain knowledge as well as manners. These two are important. The title of a pious ( shalihah ) woman is the highest title that is given by Allah Subhanahu Wa ta'ala.

I want to tell you about my last vacation with my family. The place is still in our region. So it didn't take energy to get there. Only 20 minutes by motorcycle. Along the roads we saw residential local housing mixed with the beauty of nature. When we arrived, We saw many people had been settling into their own place. This place is also good for picnics and swimming. We tried to find a place to sit together before we swam. The water was so clean and cold. The afternoon sunlight made the water clearer and shiny. We can see the riverbed because the rivel is shallow. So it's safe for swimming, especially for kids. We brought our little cousins and nephews here. when I was swimming I felt so refreshed in my soul. I can't actually swim in the pool or in deep water. I felt so much peace when i saw the beautiful green forest beside this big river. I found it hard to get out of this cold water. I plan to come back to this river sooner. ...

I came back again to this city, I have been staying at my friend's boarding house for more than a week. I came to this city to take my bachelor's degree certificate to my university.  My friend's room is on the second floor. There are two gates in this building. It makes me difficult to get down because it takes my energy. Because i'm a lazy girl. The bathroom is on the third floor. Of course it makes it more difficult for me to get up there, because every morning I always get a call from the toilet. Above all, it makes all problem dissapears because I don't know, why the weather has been so friendly to me since I came here. I used to feel freaking hot here, I was sick of the weather and for sleep in the night , I never used a blanket at all. But after almost a week here, I'm cold, even during the day, i wear socks and feel bad for not bringing blanket.  I cover myself with my friend's blanket , it gets colder around 3:00-7:00 am. But I love this...

Good morning friends and folks! it's a very beautiful morning. Because the rain keeps falling. The rain has not stopped since yesterday morning. I could not even go outside buy something to eat yesterday. Luckily I got stocks of some breads, eggs and instant noodle . But this morning i tried to go outside because my food was ruined. Of course it is still raining a lot then I borrowed my friend's umbrella. I should have bought an umbrella and prepared for the rainy season. I still got wet because the wind is blowing strongly. My skirt got soaked. But I have some food now. Thank God for that. I know some people love the rain, including me. Perhaps because rain is frequently interpreted as a form of emotion.  Many immortalize the phenomenon of rain accompanied by various words of wisdom. For example, "In London, the weather would affect me negatively. I react strongly to light. If it is cloudy and raining, there are clouds and r...

 Wishing each and every one of you have a blessed friday. I will be spending my weekend doing some tasks. But i will start on saturday to do it.  Today i'm binge-eating and watching. Some movie series I need to finish today. I will purchase some sweets to accompany me, especially chocolate and for instant noodle , of course it will not be forgotten. It is a must.  Fyi : I took the picture above about two months ago, i picked that pretty little flower to beautify my picture aesthetically. 

The first time I met that cute little baby was around six months ago. Before , I just met him virtually on whatsapp. He is my second nephew from my sister. His name is Sadiq. I have three nephews actually and I have never met them all. But luckily, I met with one of them , He is Sadiq. Well , I hope I can meet with the others too soon.    Right the moment when I met him directly, when I opened the door to greet Sadiq and his mother, that little baby gave his heavenly smile at me. I was so touched because of his cuteness overload. As if he wanted to meet me as well. That time his age is still five months. He kept looking at me, staring at me with his smiley face. The enthusiasm that my parents had was the same as me. The eagerness to meet with their grandchildren directly was kind of like true happiness. They will be happy instantly, especially if they hold him and make him sleep in their lap.  Can't wait for another chance to meet with my nephews again.