Petals of Hopes

The best piece I've ever found is Claire de Lune by Claude Debussy. Still the best. I am playing it right now. It's soothing and calming. just like moonlight. The definition of Claire de Lune in English is Moonlight. My feeling towards this masterpiece, when i listen to it. It depends on the condition and situation. When I am sad or emotional, I sometimes play this masterpiece and immediately feel better.   During the day, I will walk along the windows. looking outside. I'm looking out at the little forest next to my house. Or I will sit quietly while looking at our garden in our backyard.  During the night, the solitude makes me confront things. Night and Claire de Lune are the best combo. Claire de Lune is also persuading myself to make me love my story more, every story in my life. What led me to become who I am right now? ...

The term minimalism is a simple life concept. Greedy for the world is a miserable thing. I personally will get stressed out if I see a lot of stuff that is not used. I will throw them out if they are not able to be worn or used anymore. For clothes, if they are getting smaller, I will give them to my little cousins. That means less stuff, but it also means less stress. This book has taught me a lot about living a simple life. Before, I was a girl who liked to buy anything without even thinking twice. I don't even save money. I have great regrets about that. I hope this is not too late. I am a bit surprised to see how the prophet taught a simple life but one high in value in every aspect. This book is a good reminder. I can read it every time I need to. Sometimes, I easily forget what I have read. I'm hoping to make this positive habit a part of my everyday routine. Simplify everything.

I stopped reading books and watching videos about self - improvement products . because they create unrealistic expectations . Besides life is a phenomenon process . Life is life . Now I prefer to read or watch about history, housekeeping, psychology , biology , astronomy , novel chemistry , fiqh , and so on . Sometimes self-improvement products are more fiction than fiction itself.

I really can't stand the heat. My body will relax if the temperature is under 28°C. But in the tropics, the temperature usually ranges from 30 °C to 35 °C during the day. especially in my country, Indonesia. So, we can only feel cold at night. because the temperature at night usually ranges from 27°C to 29°C. But, I still feel grateful, because in some countries, the temperature is higher. It is all because of global warming.   I am a typical homegirl. I don't go outside. I rarely leave the house. I only go if it is absolutely necessary. Sometimes, when I leave the house and spend about 30 minutes or more in the outdoors, I feel like my skin is burnt. It feels like it is really hot.    I put sunscreen on my face, hands, and legs. I also apply some cream after applying sunscreen to make sure my body and face are covered well. But still, my skin, especially on my face, is blushing. Not blushing because I am shy, but sort of getting inflamed. I guess my skin ty...

I wish I could grow more flowers and vegetables.  This morning I took pictures of flowers. I don't know the names of each of them.  I found a little bee inside this pink. It was beautiful. The yellow one is so much lovely. I preferred little flowers. They are cute and charming. just like little fairies. Rather than real, I preferred fiction. I always extend my imagination, that's how I make myself happy.  Today's plan is to fill some polybags with soil. My father and I will grow some chillies. But we still haven't had the seedlings yet. My father will buy them at the market on Saturday. So after we get them, we will put them right into the soil.  Let's grow more plants. 🌺🌺🌺🌺  

I returned to the village and my home. I am 26. I am anxious, not sure why. Last night, I found a great video about how stress can affect our whole lives and make them uncomfortable. Our thought is that a controller So I think, i must fake my happiness though, So it will make my body programmed become happy . Fake it till we make it. This morning was sunny, calm and beautiful. As always, I took a bunch of pictures to put here. I was so blessed to  have our house surrounded by nature. Our little garden sometimes relieves our tired soul. My parents, who always look after them, I thank them so much. I am still learning how to be a good gardener.

A Collection of the Prophet's Advices for Women I think studying Fiqh is very important for a woman because studying Fiqh can provide a solution to the problems that are being faced. Learning Fiqh can also make a woman know her rights and obligations as a woman on this earth. Learning Fiqh also makes a woman know what she should do and what she should not do. So I think the purpose of studying Fiqh for a woman is to become a pious woman. Women become so easy to live their own lives. When studying Fiqh women gain knowledge as well as manners. These two are important. The title of a pious ( shalihah ) woman is the highest title that is given by Allah Subhanahu Wa ta'ala.